Wants.

So I haven't done much in my hols, but I'll give you a list of what I want! :D Not that I want you to buy any for me but if you do holycrap i'll love you. with that said, TADAAAAAAA. *.*

1. Moccasins

isn't it soooo purdy. :3 yah well it is. but you can't get like the original ones, (the ones with sheepskin slash whatever poor animal's skin) in Malaysia, but Padini has these bright colored ones. I wanna get one but it's like 70 bucks.

2. Make friends not enemies.
Sounds weird but I do really want this. In school, my friendships are like good and then some stuff are just like blah. So I went for NST camp, and it honestly made me alot better but then cause of some really stupid thing some guys dislike me now. Okay then, not understand the whole thing & dislike me, dascooltoo.

3. Dip-dyed or highlighted haair ;)
I've wanted them since I was 10. No joke. they're just really pretty in my opinion and when I'm like 18 I probably will dip dye my hair. YES.

4. Leather biker jackeeeet

sorry but can you just look at those at a second and not adore em
I have a tiny obsession with leather biker jackets. It really isn't that big but when I see one like this my eyes pop out and I am uber jelly. So much lovvvveeeeeeee!

5. Be closer to God.
My walk with God has never been that passionate. I need to learn to love him more. Not that I don't already, it's just that the love isn't like yearning for more, yknow? It's very comfort zone-y. & I really do want to be closer to Him :)

6. TOMSSS!!

So handsome yet so casual. and comfy too! heh.
but it's bloody expensive. nooooooo, so handsomeeeeee

I think that's pretty much all. If I do think of more, I'll add them in this post over time. xx

We're going in circles.

Hullooooooo.
Quick post.
Just got back from NST and then I heard alooooot of things that I never actually like knew knew, lol.
But seriously whaat.. you guys don't even know the whole story then y'all dislike me? KWUT. Like seriously I didn't know that you guys disliked me/whatever whatever. But when I saw it when I came back, I'm just like. -_____- But sorry if I made like your friends angry at you or made you feel ditched by them or anything. I seriously didn't know that it'd be like THAT dramatic.

Anyway, youuuuuuuuu. You weren't in nst today, boo. Would have been nice to see you drumming out or being the bassist ah whatevs. :p Hope you did great in their iu day tho. You prolly looked so fine. LOL.
really hungry but i'm so lazy to walk down meeeeh.

kbyes! x

Everything changes.

Hi guys!
So I came back from NST camp on Sunday. But I didn't have any access to the internet. (My lappie is still in a coma, pfft.) Anyway, it was really fun! And there were tons of hot guys there *.* not that it's why it's fun.
I was in Valient buuuut it was super great. :) Made new friends & stuff so I guess I look forward to NST now. ;p

Moving on, gamma camp is next saturday. Excited. But I don't think it'll be as fun as the nst camp because like. I prefer making new friends than getting to know the person you've seen in the hallway yknowww. ;)
I'll post pictures if I bother to. Craving chatime now! ): meh.
Visited paradigm mall, the shops there are pretty cool :p But I went around 9 so we didn't have much time to see everything. Next time.

you're perfect.
bye! :)

Well, thanks.

Hi, no one reads this but oh well.
So May has been shit. Like honestly, what the hell? I hate May.
I just feel like it's been so screwed up & no one has been there for me. Like seriously.
People don't understand what I go through.
And when I want to tell someone something, they go & make me feel like I can't tell them anything.
Thanks alot because right now I feel like shit.
AND TO MAKE THINGS BETTER, I forgot my tumblr email.
my life <
sigh
midterms just started today and I can tell you, it's not easy.
i just want to break down and cry like the kid i am but i know i can't afford to
it's just that
Jules smells good.
and I miss you very much. you, you and you.
bye xx

Sticks & stones are never gonna break me.

So I've heard something about a picture a day thing but I'll just do a picture a post. This one was when I was in Malacca, and I had eyeliner on :p

school's tomorrow what a bummer xx

oh & i was watching liam live this morning. thatboy :)

If we burn, you burn with us.

Hi beauts! :)

was going to head to bed soon (im lying), but I decided to blog since I need to catch you up on my life too. so far, this week has been a pretty good week minus some major arguments but they happen all the time anyway.

mondaytuesdaywednesdaaay.

thursday was pretty fun if you ask me. oh & editorial was alright but I have no friends that I actually talk to there so I'm like aaaaloooone. Oh boy.

goodfuhridayyyyy!

school was meh. i hated it idk why. but cf was fun fun fun :D oh and i drew an easter egg too heh. volleyball training was intense brooo. Hardcore. But it was fun. BUT WHY DID IT RAIN NOOOO but it was still fun! :) and uh I did sort of talk to him. but im happy :D

saturday,

I went for Narrowstreet. Which is my church's youth. It was quite fun :) Was supposed to be with Sab but she didn't turn up but Elizabeth, Eve & Carissa were there. Elizabeth is so outgoing, she's super niceeee. And my cell leader's Hannah or Hanna but she's really nice too. Everyone's like super sociable (more or less anyway) and I enjoyed itttt. But I'm gonna have to decide between the StJohn camp or nst next week. I wanna go for both but I can't. I'M REALLY BAD IN DECISIONS. I can't do it alone. ):

this week has been great to me. I thank God for giving me courage and strength to overcome even the worst days and times when I feel alone. & I do feel that WE are growing apart. I guess those long talks don't really mean alot so nevermind..

primark stuff is really cute *.* let me live in london.

lights out xxx

Tell me baby, will you be here when I wake up?

Hi readers.

School was alright, abit sucky to be honest. But if I said that it must be hell for everyone else because I'm so used to it already. Anyways today I went to Amcorp mall with my mom and it's like this kind of old mall with tonnnnns of flea market stalls. I bought a vintage flowery dress from one of the stores and this crochet cover up which is gorgeous! :D

and then before dinner i bought this month's seventeen mag because I WANT TO and guess what? My mom judged me. again. Forever judging me and not my sister. If my sister wants to go out, oh yes please I want you to have fun. Me? OH NO YOU AINT GOING OUT. Seriously? I know, 14 isn't that big of an age but can you stop controlling my life please. My mom told my aunt that I'm always wanting to be popular because I read the fashion magazines. ARE YOU FREAKING KIDDING ME.

Recently been addicted to nail polish and I keep painting my nails during the weekends and rubbing them off on Sunday. Wasteful but meeeeh, makes up for me not going out. ;)

I'm sexy and I KNOW IT! I like the way LMFAO says that in Madonna's song.

Dance dance dance danceeeee xx

earth hour in 30 minutes and everyone's going out to get starbucks. awman. sucksferme.